Hi everyone! One of my coworkers is out, which means no break again today (: so happy about that. I'm also worried about money, since I need to wipe out some big grad school expenses as quickly as possible to keep it from going to collections. Oh well, I'll get through. My boyfriend insists that we're okay, but I really want to go into poverty mode so we are veryokay. Great, even.
This part is written several hours later, once I finally had my lunch break. The work day has been rough, but I'm glad its almost over. Burnout and depression are both hitting me very hard, I need this weekend very badly.
Tonight I need to do some shopping which I'm not looking forward to, but I will get an extra day since I put in some PTO for the 15th (since we don't get martin luther king day off, lmao). Not super happy about my job right now if I'm being completely honest. I think I'm gonna have a frank conversation with my boyfriend about my job, and my conflicting feelings about it.
No matter what happens with me, I hope that whatever is happening to you is amazing, as all of you reading this are beautiful, wonderful people! Take some time to yourself when you get the chance, all of you have been working so hard, and y'all deserve the rest. Much love from Lexi the Zaz ♡
ADDENDUM: I got sick of windows, so I just disconnected everything from my windows PC, and connected it to my linux PC (which I forget if I mentioned, but I set it up with Debian the other day, my distro hopping is endless, but I hope just configuring base Debian the exact way that I want will make me stop the distro hopping). All told, I very much enjoy the set up that I have going now!! I plan on giving the windows computer to my boyfriend, cause like, don't want it anymore, and plan on getting a new gaming pc that has hardware configured specifically for linux compatibility. Anyway, addendum over, much love!